Sharing some of my poems. Not looking for judgment, just posting my thoughts.
Am I a rock in this river of emotions?
What is this pain, this sorrow, these regrets?
I feel myself slipping and sliding in a sea of torment
That’s tugging at my soul.
Struggling to keep my footing, I push forward with each step,
However, in silence I ache with unrelenting turmoil for a love that was mine.
Filled with questions haunting my being
I search for the love that supported my soul.
Day by day I face the heartache that I desperately try to hide.
I must go on they say, for it is better to have loved than not at all.
Having loved, I have been broken
I have been deserted, how can they know?
Over and over the waves keep crashing.
I feel myself tumbling, gasping for breath
As my mind races in total desperation.
Do I hang on or give way to the cold silent waves?
To see me hunger for love makes me weak.
I dare not show the pain,
For I am a rock; therefore I shall feel no pain.